Discomfort

coldness creeps around

searching for a shelter it has

found in me, room to breed

callouses dissolved i feel the

need, save me

feed, upon me

*consuming it contorts my sanity

deception clouds my mind so suddenly

regardless how i fight i can’t deny

the loss of all control when left with discomfort

solace justifies

segregating life from all the 

lies I’ve lived, can’t relate

mounting with memories fuel my

hate, save me

feeds, upon me

*

destroys me inside

infiltrating secrets i intended to hide

surfacing the things i’ve tried to put aside

lead toward the truths i’ve always wanted to find

 but found discomfort