Give Me Pain

before you close your eyes

and rest within the comfort at your side

before i say goodbye

drowning in confusion and i try to fight these memories

but the truth remains

you can give me everything, but you couldn’t give me pain

again, and again

a coward with a smile

circled by collections of denial

running all the while

with no destination and i try to find a remedy

but the truth remains

you can give me everything, but you couldn’t give me pain

      * you never gave me time

        to find out what it means

        to hold the world within your hands

        and sacrifice it all for dreams

(no you never gave me time)

(to find out what i needed)

(now i’m left here with no answers)

in spite of what i’ve heard

silence speaks the world without a word

to see with vision blurred

dragged by futures chains i am determined to break this mystery

but the truth remains

you can give me everything, but you couldn’t give me pain *

play the game again

motions guide the bitter lie you must defend

time is a lonely friend

one prepared to stay until the end